So sorry to hear about your dog. It is a painful experience. It has been a little over a month since we lost Tzar and we continue to miss him badly. It was a devastating sadness at the beginning, followed by a short period of anger. Now, I am avoiding the videos I have for/with him to try to recover. I don't think I will ever fully recover from the loss of Tzar. But, time is a healer, and hope that eventually the hurt will be replaced by the wonderful memories.